My eyes ..allergy again..

If doctor said allergy really cannot been cured,
so, it exactly,totally cannot been cured.

At the moment,
i thought my eyes wont allergy again..
cause already one month,
the symptom disappear.
But,
i was wrong.
It will never stop or even disappear.

In my long journey life,
cannot escape from this allery disease.
Whatever...
it is still with me.

Everyday,
i pray,
just pray for my eyes.
I believe there is a miracle.
If one day,
i can need not to buy a lot of eyes drop
to release my pain and itchy eyes,
and
Those feeling (suffer)totally disappear.
Will this dream may come true?
Who can answer me?

Everytime,
i cry silently in my room,
with the door locked.
None of you can understand my feeling,my suffer.

My tear dropping down.
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